Why scurry about searching for the truth, it vibrates in everything and every not thing. Don’t imagine you will discover  it by accumulating more knowledge. Knowledge creates doubt and doubt  makes you ravenous for more knowledge. You can't get full eating this way. The wise person dines on something more subtle. They eat the understanding that the named was born from the unnamed.

So why don't you feel at home here? Why do you feel so lonely and forsaken? Well, that is the reaction of the ‘Other One' in you. That feeling is caused by the activity of the primordial atom, the rose, and what lies within it.

The key to the Path is faith, that is to say : the union of the spirit-spark atom in the heart with the pure Divine light. When this gate has been opened and the new power can enter the system of the pupil and work in him, he is ready for the path of renewal.